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I know I’m not perfect, S… but then again, who really is?
What I do know, with all my heart, is that I love you more than anything in this world.
I have given you parts of me I never thought I could give to anyone, and even now, I would still give you my love, my care, my effort… endlessly.
Because to me, you are worth every bit of it.
No matter how flawed I may be, my love for you has always been real, pure, and unconditional.
I’m fighting a quiet battle within myself,
Learning, Unlearning, and slowly reshaping who I am into someone better than yesterday.
I’m trying to find happiness in the little things now… in moments I once overlooked.
I’m learning to accept life as it comes, to stop resisting every outcome,
And to understand that not everything will always align with what I want and that’s okay.
Life has humbled me deeply. In the process, I’ve lost things I once held close… and someone so precious that even today, it feels heavy to carry that absence. Some days, it’s harder than I’d like to admit.
But somewhere in all this pain, I made a promise to myself,
that I will grow, no matter how slow it feels.
That I will choose positivity, even when it’s difficult.
That I will keep searching for meaning, for purpose… for a version of myself I can truly be proud of.
And maybe that’s enough for now
just not giving up on becoming better, one day at a time.
I can feel Life Gently Aligning in my Favor…
Everything is unfolding exactly as it’s meant to...
I am Deeply Liked, Genuinely Valued & Effortlessly Loved...
My Presence brings Warmth & people are drawn to My Energy..
I am Happy, Fulfilled & At Peace Within Myself…
And Somehow, Everything I desire finds its way to me Naturally, Beautifully, and at the Perfect Time...
Hey S♥️
I know the road ahead is long, and healing won’t happen overnight…
But somewhere deep in my heart, I still find myself manifesting us,
finding our way back to each other,
just like we once were…
Maybe even stronger this time♥️♥️♥️
Don’t worry… everything will be okay in the end.
And if it’s not okay yet, then trust me this isn’t where your story ends.
You’re still in the middle of becoming,
still walking through chapters that are shaping you,
still moving toward a version of life
that will finally make sense of all this.
So hold on…
the ending you deserve is still on its way. ✨
You will be mine again…
You will let me hold you the way I used to, care for you the way my heart still longs to...
You will let me stand beside you again...
Through Every Smile, Every Storm, Every Silent moment in between...
You will let me be your Safe Place… the one you turn to without hesitation, the one who understands even what you don’t say...
You will let me be the first name that comes to your mind when the world feels too heavy…
And the one who stays when everything else fades away...
YOU WILL!!!
One Day we will sit together, look back and realise all the fights, The no-contact phase was just for us to grow individually..
We will come back together more stronger than ever...
I have Faith💫♥️
Will you be mine again…?
Will you let me hold you the way I used to, care for you the way my heart still longs to?
Will you let me stand beside you again?
Through Every Smile, Every Storm, Every Silent moment in between?
Will you let me be your Safe Place… the one you turn to without hesitation, the one who understands even what you don’t say?
Will you let me be the first name that comes to your mind when the world feels too heavy… and the one who stays when everything else fades away?
Will you?
Can we please start again from the first day when we saw each other?
Only Positivity, Excitement & Happiness I promise...
I won't make my problem yours, I promise...
I will handle everything, I promise
I will never burden you with my issues, I promise...
I have broken myself into pieces and joined myself together piece by piece as a new person...
Please once give me this one opportunity to prove myself to you...
Please...
We will incline on our spiritual paths together...
I love you
Always and Forever ❤️
I am sorry for my mistakes, for the times I failed, but please never doubt my love. It is eternal, it is unshakable. I know deep down in my soul that I will marry you, no matter what. I see us chasing our dreams together, building our life together, and yes, going to Finland just like I promised you.
"I hope you get everything you've ever wanted and I hope I never hear a thing about it"
Every time I text her, it feels like I’m reopening something that never really got the chance to heal.
One message, and suddenly I’m right back in all those moments I’ve been trying so hard to move past.
It’s like I keep touching a wound that’s begging to close… but I don’t let it.
And instead of fading into a scar, it just stays raw, hurting the same way every single time..
In the midst of my Healing Journey,
Sometimes things come into my mind,
Like how I just want to Hug you so tightly like I used to,
Like how I just want to Kiss you passionately like we used to,
Like just Cuddle myself into your lap and forget about everything else.
And even though I’m learning to let go,
these memories still feel so alive...