u/SuvamT

The Scholar

Curious child, born out of the norms,

Daughter of a courtesan, her father unknown.

Eyes of the villagers

A vision of disgrace for the mother,

And a sight of disappointment for the child's future.

She fled away to protect her only daughter,

Born brilliant, a mischievous one.

Topped her homeroom and hung out with boys,

Stealing the chickens and the ducks.

Welcomed furious stares and angry neighbors.

A careful mother, cornered by allegations

A witch and her little demon,

Casting misery on their daily life.

Mother’s angry persuasions and steady progressions

Turned her into a scholar the town envied.

Away from her own perfection, she met a man,

Fell in love for the first time, deeply, madly.

Left her whole world for him,

To create another with him.

But war broke out, and her world crumbled

Into pieces, dreams torn apart.

He marched away with a gun on his back,

Leaving promises that he would return, unharmed.

Days turned to months, letters grew scarce,

She wandered the streets, searching for news.

A scholar, a thinker, now just a ghost,

Drifting through sorrow, counting the cost.

Then came the whispers, sharp as the bullet he took,

Her world shattered, beyond all reclamation.

No home to return, no arms to embrace,

Only silence, a fate unsealed.

Yet fire still burned within her chest,

Not just a lover, nor just a child.

She rose again, a mind unchained,

Defying the fate once so reviled.

Through ink and parchment, she carved her name,

Made his sacrifice an eternal flame.

A woman of wisdom, a tale untold.

Not just a shadow of men before her,

But a force of her own, fearless and bold.

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u/SuvamT — 1 day ago

Where your heart truly lies

You lift him high into the air

As he celebrates his winning prize.

I stand afar and smile at you,

And catch the warmth behind your eyes.

The car ride home is filled with joy,

He chatters on about the game.

You could not be more proud of him,

While I am quietly going insane.

I cannot hold this picture still,

Or blind myself to your infidelity.

Your hands have built the life we share,

From groceries, to intimacy.

It’s all right here, why should I grieve?

Because a shadow gets a little more?

Or that I lack what you need?

Her heavy incense fills the room,

And lingers on your collarbone,

Right as you pull me close

I am suffocating in a love that is not true.

How can I call it love when I cannot get all of you?

I stay silent as I watch you drift and come back,

You're the waves to my coast;

Never truly mine, never truly not.

Tides bring you back to me time to time

But my heart's not your home, and you're not mine

Deep inside the ocean your heart truly lies

A depth I can never reach, no matter how I try

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u/SuvamT — 7 days ago

Canvas of the living and the dead

​I see you in a light

that you do not see yourself in

There's so much in you left to fight

But you do not want to be seen

I have painted you in pastel, oil and water

Every shade I could find

Every time I am left with my heart shattered

Because you do not crave my kind

​Here I am walking, beside my ghost,

I believe, while it understands you.

It settles in the dark with the things you lost,

But my waking eyes are fixed on a different view.

Fingers twirl on the sand of the coast,

Watching where the ocean kisses the sky,

Refusing to surrender to the night,

Waiting for the horizon to bare the light

You need the most.

For darkness dies every night, 

and so does the light

But that's what makes us human

Me, Us and our urge to fight

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u/SuvamT — 8 days ago

Wrote this yesterday.

It's about trying to pull someone out who is drowning in a darkness that they have embraced too far.

u/SuvamT — 8 days ago