Advice or opinion
So, umm, short story—before that, I'm a 22M, straight as hell, but… after I met this femboy. So I met him on a dating app. I'm a virgin guy looking for some fun, and this femboy looked so feminine. We matched, and yeah, we talked a bit and decided to meet in person. I have to say—he or she, sorry I'm new to this—so heavenly beautiful. We ate and talked, that’s it. The second meet, she invited me to her house. When I got there, she was wearing those black and white lined shorts and a big shirt tucked in. We talked a bit, and she told me she was going to make something to eat. I knew she just wanted to show off her ass. I couldn’t resist, guys. I went near her, grabbed both her arms, and told her I couldn’t resist. Finally, we kissed. I slapped her ass and (main part why I’m here) she took off her shorts… tbh, from outside it didn’t look big, but she’s got the same size, maybe slightly bigger than me. The way she asked me to suck it so femininely—I couldn’t resist… I didn’t suck it, but I gave her a hand job while kissing her. After like 10 seconds, she asked me if she wanted to rub her cock on my ass. I declined, told her that’s out of line. I was a bit angry, but FUCK, SHE’S TOO GOOD. She is feminine, but in bed she’s like too good, taking care of me like a man would, but she’s still so feminine. I’m not gay—I don’t find guys attractive at all, but… I don’t know how it ended up, but she rubbed her cock on my ass slapping squeezing calling me good words it's like when a boy fucks a girl but it's like feminine I can't explain, , she came, and she was about to suck it, but I told her I had to leave. Because I know post-nut clarity is going to be mad. It’s going to be depression. I’m still horny thinking about that, but at the same time I’m scared. Btw, she just sent a message: “If anything, come here, I’ll give you a 🤗 hug.” I’m confused but horny at the same time.