Advice?
So I don't know about anybody else, but I wanted to reach out on here and see if anybody else has felt the same way as me. But I started this medication about three months ago and originally I started on 7 1/2 mg twice a day for a total of 15 and now I'm at 15 mg twice a day for a total of 30. And I've been on that dose for about two months now. But I feel like it has made me way less anxious physically, but I still have ruminating and raising thoughts. As well as I feel like I constantly have to convince myself that this is all real. Like real life like I feel extremely depersonalized. As well as I feel like I just don't care about a lot anymore. I know this drug drug has a very low rate for blunting, but I can't explain that any other way And I feel like it's just kind of a shitty situation because it's either I don't get the medication and I have panic attacks and intense anxiety or i'm on the medication, but I don't feel fully present or here and honestly that freaks me out