I'm too embarrassed to tell my parents
I'm 17f and I know I've had pgad since I was 15. I never got diagnosed but I know that's what I have. Yesterday I had an episode that lasted 4 hours and it wouldn't stop, I was literally dying and fighting for my life and after 3 hours I started shaking and shuddering because I couldn't take it anymore, I thought I would have to call the ambulance I didn't know if I'd have a panic attack or not. These sensations I get feel far more intense than a normal orgasm and I don't know what I'm going to do in my future life while having this condition. Literally anything triggers it like strong emotion, going into a certain position on accident or even unexpected physical touch from someone. I don't get pains or anything but I just don't know how I'm going to deal with this.
I know I need help, medical assistance and all that but I'm too embarrassed or scared to tell my parents, they're gonna think I'm just hyper sexual or that I can't control my body. I already know their view on these things and they think masturbation and all those stuff are unruly and unlawful. So me telling them I have pgad I feel like they're gonna label me as those terrible things. I have no one to talk to about this, I feel like just anyone on the whole that I say this to is gonna take it the wrong way and tell me I'm just "horny".