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I have moments when i wish i ve never been born at all, existing is not living. I m sick of everything, my mental health is tired, i m tired of this life. I m afraid, every single day is a battle for me. Epilepsy destroyed everything in my life, dreams, hopes, happiness, peace. I wanna hear your story if you re dealing with this disease. Wish you health and a life full of joy.🤍🥺

As someone with epilepsy i can say that i understand every single persone who s going throught the same pain as mine. I found out that i have epilepsy very late, in 2019 after 2 years of seizures. It was the worst year of my life, my seizure were horrible, especially who had to go very early to high school (i lived in a village and i used to take the bus to my high school), every morning was like a fight with my mental health, i woke up at 5:40 am every day cuz i had to. Almost all my seizure were in the morning, it was a very difficult life and yet still difficult. I lost everything, confidence, faith, the feeling of living, i wanted to die just to do not suffer anymore, i wanted to try but i was thinking about my family, i was thinking that they will suffer for losing me, cuz i have never felt alive, i just exist on this earth, so i choose to live for the people i love. I remember that i became so desperate and i try to find a way to stop my seizures and i found one. Always when i felt that i will have a seizure i sit down and i put my hands under me to presure, something heavy can help (but ofc depends on person), i was waiting untill i felt able to sit up, maybe like 15-20 minutes were enough. I used this tehnique for years and helped me a lot, i did that because i was desperate. If you have epilepsy try this and maybe you can stop your seizures. I hope and i wish health and happiness for you all! 🙏