ritual to dispose of an item that was gifted to me that clearly has bad luck to it.
i’m not sure if i used the right flair so im sorry if i didnt
ok so a while back i (f25) had a very intense dream of me sitting on my knees in a dark room next to a lit fireplace. i could feel a presence watching me but i didn’t know who or what it was, didn’t see it, and wasn’t afraid of it. infront of me was a dead white rabbit. all i could think in the dream is that i need its foot to carry with me for good luck. the entire dream was me staring at this dead rabbit trying to decide if i should cut off its foot. i decided not to because i felt it was disrespectful to the rabbit and that the presence watching me would judge me harshly. the dream ended at that.
a few weeks after that im on a date with this girl (f27) i started seeing, i tell her about my dream- we connect with it because she actually has a rabbit foot. at the end of the date, she hands me the rabbits foot she had and said “i hope you find the luck you’re running away from”.
things have gotten BAD since i’ve gotten it. my whole life is currently being uprooted. i noticed that when i have it on my bag and wear it, it is a particularly very bad day and that’s usually when the big trauma bad things happen. like i had it on my bag last week and that same day i lost my relationship with my sisters and future housing- and those literally aren’t even the biggest things that have happened. i need to somehow get rid of it or rid it of its bad luck but im not sure how to do it because when i look into it theres so many different answers.
important to say i dont think she had any bad intentions at all, i think theres something weird with me and maybe im not supposed to have it? i thought of giving it back but i dont want to be rude. me and this girl are no longer dating anymore but we are on good terms and never had any bad/weird things happen to or between us. i had to end things with her because of how crazy my life was getting.