Struggling
Hi guys just really wanted to vent off and just need some kind words. I recently broke up with my partner, originally I was the dumper. The reason for me dumping him was his lack of support and just going out all hours switching his phone off and leaving me having no clue where he was . He did try and win me back for 2 weeks but his efforts weren’t great and I told him I wanted to see some change as they was just words. During this time he’s done a complete 360 and has been blowing hot and cold. Blocking me and making me the problem for expecting to much.
Now here is the tricky part I am 18 weeks pregnant with his child, he doesn’t seem to really be fussed about the pregnancy( hasn’t even mentioned it) and we already have a 9 year old daughter. He is meant to have set days seeing his daughter which he doesn’t seem to be consistent with some weeks he won’t see her at all. I am not sure why I am writing this post but I am really sad , I’m pregnant I feel so alone - this baby is very much wanted my end however I feel so stuck and alone. I feel like I have been left with all parental responsibilities, and trying to cope aswell as dealing with pregnancy hormones. It’s really hard my reasons for originally finishing with him weren’t because I stopped loving him, I love him very much this is why it’s so hard. I just needed more support and help from this man and i wanted to take an action to show him that I’m not prepared to keep doing this alone. However I feel like since then it’s all got worse and I’m just in a very bad place mentally . We are both 37 and do not live together. Sorry for the long post just need a safe place to vent.