Becoming 1 in God.
I have been with God for years. I love him. In the last few years I have had a war against "ego". I selfish pursuit of my own "stuff" over God and other Christians.
I am in a place where I live as God's essence, and recognize that we all are that... even though we do our own thing mostly. But in the new stance I've adopted, I see that we are all connected and somehow have gotten hijacked by our "flesh" or body.
We become obsessed with becoming "someone" special, more xxx, or unique, important, powerful etc.... but it isn't a choice... It seems like it until we try to stop. This ego shit means that while it operates, we compare always, need to be above others, can't fully love, place ourselves above God, and a bunch of other things that are all evil.
So we have to basically remove anything from our identity that can't be proved or can be changed, then choose to expand who we are as individuals large enough to cover our families, community, strangers, all of creation... remove any labels, then recognize that outside of God, there was nothing... so he didn't create something away from him, he became this. Which also means that all of this is Him.
When you don't have the illusions and lies we use to pretend, we only have our basic kind of awareness, which is quiet, and the fact that God is directly generating that in himself.
We are all Him. Just don't have the information, history or a shared mind to know.... but
I live from this place. I can love you as me because you are Him with some lies attached. So am I. We can function on the same accord with the Holy Spirit and Jesus's example.
With that, I can love everyone as myself and God the same. As one. John 17... That might be why Jesus said all the commandments rest on these 2. There is no way I would ever in life, from THIS place, do anything to be harmful or destructive intentionally. Its like hurting your favorite ( you fill it in). Just is unimaginable.
We have become trapped by our brains somehow. It searches for "who" we are then locks all of our intentions in this ego selfish realm... Where all of our actions are rooted in being someone who is not one with God and everyone else. We are slaves until we get out of it.
For from within, out of a person’s heart, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, ^(22) adultery, greed, wickedness, deceit, lustful desires, envy, slander, pride, and foolishness. ^(23) All these vile things come from within; they are what defile you.
Then... what seems to be happening is demons.... they somehow cause an initial temptations... associated with some level of independent identity. Somewhere in that vein. Then if your heart gravitates and locks on it, you begin to take ownership over that as if it is an extension of you.... or is now part of your internal framework. You owning that thing also gives them the ability to "own" you and have access to you until you. So We are being exploited. It is some sort of nonverbal contract, that technically needs a yes, but hides terms and exploits a vulnerability, without teaching you the mechanics of how to reverse it.....A contract that is revokable in the beginning, but hard to do after. Using this mishap we have psychologically for their own benefit.
If you become 1 in shared Identity with God and everything, then there is no compare, no one needs to loose, no one is a threat, God can have His will without you fighting, you will forgive easily, stewardship becomes the mission, and you live without fear. You stop having to "be" someone, you don't need politics, you don't needd lies, the devil can be resisted and you naturally do the commandments. Lots of other benefits.
Free yourselves. I am free. I think this trap is heinous and the worst thing to ever happen for us. It victimized us long enough. Set the captives free!!!
" God empty me of me, and allow all my thoughts words and actions to be yours". "One day.... make sure we move totally as one. I love you. Very much. Express this to others effectively"