I literally cannot deal with food anymore
I'm 19, I live with my parents in the middle of nowhere. They never let me learn how to drive, and I can't get a job to get my own car because there's literally nowhere to work within walking distance. They don't buy groceries for me since I turned 18 and I'm not allowed to eat the food that they buy. I had a couple thousand from family inheritance but I've already blown through half of it Doordashing myself a meal every few days to keep myself afloat. I feel so stupid for being this helpless as an adult but they literally handicapped me in every way possible. I literally cannot leave since we live so rurally, and I would have nowhere to go after leaving. What am I even supposed to do at this point :( I'm so sad all the time because of the way they speak to me and treat me. I'm always hungry and tired. I took a few online community college courses with my money but I want to save it for food instead. Idk what I even expect anyone here to tell me. I guess i just want someone to know how alone and sad i feel