u/Silly_Cause_2604

I was hypnotized before and I can’t really describe the feeling but its so warm and safe. I seek that feeling again and i dont even know where to look or to ask for that that’s why i came here. I like the thought that someone can manipulate my brain and my thoughts. Maybe in a way that im more consistent with my uni work or self love. I want a man to use my brain and manupilate/ hypnotize it. I can’t even say for which specific purpose. I dont know if something is wrong with me or if that has any specific reason why i want it. Can anyone help me with that or has an opinion/ tips for it?