u/Siledos

I have had half a liter of vodka in the past hour. I am a trans woman, and I feel guiltyy about my boyfriends attraction to me. The fact I cannot, no matter what I do, provide children for him hurts. It hurts more than anyone could ever believe. It tears at my soul. I hurt so much, that even turning to alcohol does not help. I just wish i could be a normal woman.