My Writing Entry
I feel like I care too much, more than most kids my age. I lean into the trends, I search to see if the product is popular before buying, I change my outfit and then change it again if I feel like it's not acceptable. I feel like I am always mediocre, not popular but I am known. I want to be someone more, but I don't want to be known as peaking in high school. I want to fit in, but I want to stand out and be my own person. When I see someone from my school out in public, instead of saying hello I tend to turn away and hide. I care to the point of no end, if you don't like a shirt I will make sure to never own it. If mom jeans are in style instead of boot cut, trust me you will never see a pair of boot cut jeans in my closet. If you like a moisturizer, I will buy it by the afternoon. I wish I could be myself without worrying about everyone else, but it is easier said than done. Right?
-C