Honestly extremely frustrated in how slow I feel (rant)
This is going to be a rant so I’m sorry in advance, but I don’t really have anyone else to rant to that will truly understand how I feel. I’m currently a student, and sometimes I get so angry with myself with how much I struggle with spelling and comprehension as a grown ass adult. It’s so frustrating writing as essay and working on it for an hour or two to have barely a page down. And on top of that having every other word spelt wrong and having to use autocorrect. And when I’m writing on a program that doesn’t allow me to use autocorrect I’m pretty much fucked or having to google the spelling myself. And spelling isn’t the only thing I struggle with ofc, but I feel like it’s so much harder to hide your dyslexia when you literally struggle to spell words, not to mention when someone calls you out for spelling a word wrong.
Idk as time goes on I don’t feel like it’s getting any easier to deal with it, I just notice more and more places in my life that I’m behind everyone else or places i genuinely slower at cuz I process info at a much slower rate than other. It’s just so degrading having so many daily reminders that I’m slow.