Good first weeks, now it's hell
So I started 150 mg Bupropion around a month ago and the beginning was amazing. I was actually productive and did all the things I enjoyed but usually just procrastinate.
I also had a break from Uni during these first few weeks. Now I have to write a thesis and I really don't want to (so it's not a thing I am actually excited to do) and since the deadline is coming closer I started stressing more about it.
And since I started stressing more about it, my mental health got really bad.
The thing is, my depression is always going really bad when I am forced to do something or to go somewhere (like work or studying) and I don't really remember what emotions feel like, if I am not experiencing them right in the moment. So I don't know if it might be a side effect or just my normal shitty brain.