I want to believe
I’m currently 17 years old, and for most of my life, I have been culturally Christian.
i don’t know much about this religion, but I do that the old testament sounds like it was in a constant game of telephone, so I hardly trust it, while I have complete faith in the New Testament being true.
I would also like to add that I have been researching more into Christianity, and I have been constantly stumped by the problem of evil, why there are no physics breaking miracles, and why we have had a long history of false prophets.
The reason for this research was due to my fear of death, or there being no afterlife at all. it’s been driving me crazy, and I can’t do nothing to calm it. I’ve been trying to understand why evil must exits, and why some people are born with cancers and why others are able to live a life filled with riche.