u/Puzzled_Piano6191

I don't know if it is the correct sub to post this but I genuinely needed some good advice from seniors.

So,

Hi, I am 19F, this was my 1st drop and I knew from April that I won't make it this year. PW online ruined me, stretched syllabus till mid March+ my lack of revision brought back me to square 1 from where I started my drop year. Most of my friends cracked in their 1st attempt in 2025, so I was kinda in depression in 1st few months. Nevertheless, I was a regular student, did classes, dpps, kpps, and after these all didn't get enough time for revision, so on late Jan to Feb, when I realized, it was too late, I was back to the blank position I started....Now, I don't have the guts to check my paper. Currently crying in my room, haven't slept properly from April from the day I realized I am over. All my friends will be doctors except me, we started our journey together from school, they fulfilled their vision, I took 1 whole year extra— still failed. I can't even face my parents. Feeling just a failure and disgrace to my family. ( My mom is a Gov. School headmistress, dad just retired...he is a high ranking Gov. Financial advisor, so whole family, relatives, their colleagues had huge expectations from me.)

Now, I don't have the guts to take a full drop, I have severe anxiety and overthinking issues, so will kinda mess up if I take full drop....wanna go for partial. My Chem is 60-70% done, need thorough revision and question practice, Bio done, Physics you can say I'm at zero, all forgotten, just a vague memory....

My Aim is to complete my syllabus by Oct, and then go for question practice and tests which I lacked...

Can I manage college and strengthen my Phy, Chem if I give 6 hrs each day for both the subjects till Oct.

Fellow Partial Droppers need your help and honest advices....any motivation is highly appreciated.

P.S- Sorry if the post was too long and unnecessary, just went with the flow...

Edit: Will complete my Physics from 2026 Yakeen 2.0 only and revisit my notes and rewatch the chapters I have forgotten for Chem

Hi, I am 19F, this was my 1st drop and I knew from April that I won't make it this year. PW online ruined me, stretched syllabus till mid March+ my lack of revision brought back me to square 1 from where I started my drop year. Most of my friends cracked in their 1st attempt in 2025, so I was kinda in depression in 1st few months. Nevertheless, I was a regular student, did classes, dpps, kpps, and after these all didn't get enough time for revision, so on late Jan to Feb, when I realized, it was too late, I was back to the blank position I started....Now, I don't have the guts to check my paper. Currently crying in my room, haven't slept properly from April from the day I realized I am over. All my friends will be doctors except me, we started our journey together from school, they fulfilled their vision, I took 1 whole year extra— still failed. I can't even face my parents. Feeling just a failure and disgrace to my family. ( My mom is a Gov. School headmistress, dad just retired...he is a high ranking Gov. Financial advisor, so whole family, relatives, their colleagues had huge expectations from me.)

Now, I don't have the guts to take a full drop, I have severe anxiety and overthinking issues, so will kinda mess up if I take full drop....wanna go for partial. My Chem is 60-70% done, need thorough revision and question practice, Bio done, Physics you can say I'm at zero, all forgotten, just a vague memory....

My Aim is to complete my syllabus by Oct, and then go for question practice and tests which I lacked...

Can I manage college and strengthen my Phy, Chem if I give 6 hrs each day for both the subjects till Oct. Will revisit my notes, rewatch forgotten chapters for Chem and complete physics syllabus from 2026 Yakeen 2.0 only

Fellow Partial Droppers need your help and honest advices....any motivation is highly appreciated.

P.S- Sorry if the post was too long and unnecessary, just went with the flow...