i'm just tired. i don't want to use internet at all. i don't even want to own a phone.
laugh if you want, i don't care. i just needed to rant, hah.
i'm just tired. i don't want to use internet at all. i don't even want to own a phone.
laugh if you want, i don't care. i just needed to rant, hah.
i'm just tired. i don't want to use internet at all. i don't even want to own a phone.
laugh if you want, i don't care. i just needed to rant, hah.
the guilt and shame are eating me alive. I regret every minute I spent on this app. I regret how addicted I became. it's been at least two weeks since quitting it but it still makes me feel miserable. how common this addiction is nowadays? I have never heard of anyone being addicted to chat bots in real life, but maybe people don't talk about it... yet... I don't, so...
so, hey. english is not my first language.
recently I have been trying to distance myself from the app. I have been addicted for while but I’m getting better.
the thing is, I have a really bad OCD. I am constantly worried about data breaches. even though I already deleted my account, as far as I know deleted chats or accounts can still be leaked. I unfortunately used my main google account to sign in and I am paranoid that there will be a leak in the future and my chats could somehow be connected to my real life identity and I would die from embarrassment. I know everyone’s chats are probably embarrassing and I obviously wouldn’t be the only one but it’s keeping me up at night. ughh
I’m mad at myself for using it. I wish I could go back in time and never download it.
the funny thing is, the paranoia helped me quit it and stay away from it. but for what cost. lol.
do you think I could email them and use gdpr (I am in ue) to ask them to delete my info? even though my account has been deleted already. thanks in advance.
english is not my first language.
i have been doing fine for two months until i watched a movie, liked a character and BAMM i am back. eh.
i feel very ashamed and pathetic. i am struggling with another addiction (you know which one, but i am getting better) so most of my role plays usually end up pretty nsfw. which i feel very ashamed of. i like a normal role play as well but i also like romance and spicy stuff, always legal and consensual though. eh, it doesn't help that the filter is almost non existent for me so i can do with the bot any freaky scenario i want. man, i really want to quit.
it would be nice to know i am not the only one. thanks.