u/Professional_Arm7167

I have been in the city since childhood, even got college nearby, yet lack friends, it's the semester break going on and literally I am bored, anyone in same boat??, I have been quite frustrated as well, was admitted within 12hrs of discharge gave endsems that was frustrating as hell, those 3 weeks were literal torture!!!, anyone else bored and frustrated??

If we talk about webseries currently watching panchayat

I have also watched a few seasons of house md, suits, Walking dead, good doctor

Moreover I have watched a lot on world war

1914, all quiet on the western front, saving private Ryan and so on...

Till grade 8, life was normal. After that, I started facing serious health issues. I was diagnosed with nerve palsy, which led to vision problems. I wasn’t able to see properly for years.

Then, in grade 12, just a week before my board exams, I was diagnosed with sinus issues as well. My throat swelled up, my nose started bleeding, and my eyes became red. I had to undergo surgery and ended up missing my board exams completely.

That phase broke me. I lost all hope for a while.

Eventually, I repeated the year, scored 85% in boards and 88 percentile in JEE, got a college near my home, and also got the branch I wanted. My college is kind of okayish, but I still had hope things would finally get better.

In my first year of college, I underwent another surgery, and finally my vision issues got resolved. I genuinely thought life was finally improving, especially when it came to friendships and relationships.

But things didn’t go the way I expected. My first semester went badly socially, and from second semester onwards I was mostly alone again. Somehow, I managed myself through third semester. By fourth semester, I had accepted being alone.

Then this semester, I was diagnosed with bronchitis. I was coughing badly and it messed up my midsems. Around the same time, out of nowhere, I got a request on Instagram. We started talking for hours every day, slowly fell for each other, and for the first time in a long time, I felt emotionally safe with someone.

I asked for some time because I didn’t want to rush things, but after a week she told me everything felt too rushed and left.

At the same time, my bronchitis became worse. I got admitted to the hospital, and my CT scan showed swelling in my sinus again. I was discharged barely 12 hours before my endsems started.

Those exams went badly too.

Now I’m sitting in my semester break wondering what exactly I did wrong to deserve all this 🙂

On monday I have my best endsem, after that 2 months of break, I haven't planned much, cycling, guitar and gate prep, what are your plans guys??

So my last endsem exam is on Monday, after that a 2 month summer break, i literally have no social life, even in summer break in only have planned for cycling, gate pre and guitar classes

Kal practical hai mera 😭😭

12 exp hai 6 kie hai unko revise krke 6 aur krne hai😭😭😭