My mom's voice waking me up from a pretty good dream.
Okay so firstly my mom is okay, it's Easter and I'm spending time at her place.
Okay so I was having a dream were I was having a secret relationship with this guy it's a dream that keeps repeating itself but in different situations and different settings and I like them. I'm very alone and depressed these past few months and yeah it's comforting.
But today he just appeared in the dream and I heard my mom call me like waking me up. Like close to me. When I woke up she was like busy far away from me. At first I paid no attention to these dreams because it's just a way for my brain to find comfort in my difficult life. But since they keep coming back. And they're very vivid. And with this incident I'm thinking maybe it's something else.
I was friends with. This guy was my "friend situationship"s best friend. But we were very close he was depressed too and since I wasn't happy in my fake relationship I often lost myself thinking about what if I chose him. (there was reasons why it may have been a bad idea anyways)
I kept searching a meaning for it but couldn't and thought this place might be where I find my answer