u/Powerful-Can3484

I’m having an emotional day today and am venting I guess.. or looking for someone in a similar situation. I 26 F have a bicornuate uterus, I got pregnant a total of 4 times in my life, the first time when i was 20 but I got an abortion (my bf at the time was a horrible person), the second and third time when I was 24 but also aborted both (financial reasons), now I got pregnant again at 25 about 7 months ago last october and I was extremely excited because I really wanted this. I’m happily married and stable enough so I was really happy when I found out. Unfortunately I miscarried at 7 weeks and went thru it all naturally. It was tough ngl. I still cry thinking about it for too long. I had normal periods since then with the exception of one cycle that was a week longer than usual. For the past 3 months me and my husband have actively been trying to conceive but with no luck. This month we tried too, today I took a test and it was negative. I immediately started crying. I do everything I can, I keep my stress down, I eat healthy, I take prenatals, I stay active,I even reduced and toxic plastics in my home. I feel scared and anxious and guilty and overall just like what if somethings wrong with me.