Bad day
So I have really bad ocd specifically with vibes and this job a I recently got for the first time feels off like it just feels off mostly because I thought I saw someone who think is someone but not 100% sure it’s mostly faces but I just idk if my vibe based ocd is real like is it because most of the time I feel like I can help but idk maybe it’s just me being crazy I honestly wish I didn’t have vibe based OCD just certain things feel right and certain things don’t I’ve been working this job for two weeks and still don’t trust any of the money because bad vibe I wish I could so I honestly a lot of I just spend on food but honestly I wish I didn’t have it I wish I could live a normal life and that I didn’t have it was every morning I have to get up and if dosent feel right on the leg I got up on then I have to try again and again just so it feels right I live in constant stress with this job you’d think being here for so long would help with it to my mental illness but nope but honestly thinking about setting up a go fund so I can brain surgery I’m tired tired of my whole life being hell