u/Physical_Spread_5554

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I started my content creation a year ago on youtube and tiktok, with my set up I have a phone and VR. I am terrible at editing so I ask my friend who owns a PC to do it for me, he takes a long time to get back to me but if its free I don’t care that much, I offer him money but he refuses, probably because it will make him feel like he needs to do a fast and good job but I don’t expect that. Lately I decided to go live on TikTok but… I only have 1 eye and my other eye kind of looks off to one side making me look bogeyed but it is easy to tell its something more than just a “bog-eye” its scared and has light tissue on my pupil making it look blue. Most people say it looks cool never insulting my actual looks just pointing out my eye giving me the common “I’m over here mate” or “holy bog-eye” some people keep it respectful and ask what happened politely. And so my question, the taunts get annoying and irritating. I have moderators who ban people who make sexual comments or insult the eye, but recently I asked them to stop banning the people making fun of the eye. I wanted to experiment by “pretending to get angry” to make people get interested or find it funny (inspired by caseoh when people mention his weight or joe bart when they mention “the hills” meme) and so i went from 12 viewers to 50 until I actually got annoyed. With more viewers can more people and within about 15 minutes I had 3 people mention it. On the surface I acted like it was just jokes. Right NOW here comes my question I do apologise. Does a more positive audience come in time drowning out these comments and will I learn to ignore it.