To those who are autistic....
I'm 50, and I was diagnosed at 48. My Spravato treatments brought back to me that my autism was very apparent when I was very young. My dad did something out of anger that made me pay attention to him, and pulled me out of my head.
I guess my question is: Have your treatments brought back memories that are from toddler age range?
It's very strange. My whole life I was taught to not be who I was so much, I actually forgot who I started life as. Now, that I'm beginning to remember, I'm trying to reconcile what I want to what society wants.
Society never approved of me, why should I care what it wants?
Thanks for listening. Be well.