Twins
So I'm almost 30 weeks pregnant. The absolute most amount of time I have left is technically 7.5 weeks. Because I have an induction scheduled.
I'm getting SO NERVOUS now that we're getting close to crunch time. My son, I breastfed him for 15.5 months. But I had DMER and just pushed through FOR HALF OF THAT. I didn't understand what I was experiencing was abnormal and/or that I wasn't just being a bitch 😅 I know.
Now that it's close to babies time to be born, I feel like im putting off doing everything out of procrastination because im scared on how I may develop dmer again. Im literally terrified of it. It made breastfeeding horrible for me, at the end I ended up literally DREADING feeding my son and bedtime because he nursed to sleep so much. I also am very intimidated by the fact that I'll have 2 babies to worry about latch and lip ties and all the complications that come with figuring it out in the beginning.
I know I definitely want to breastfeed. I know pumping is an option, but it is so much harder than nursing. But im willing to do it especially so my husband can help feed. I was an oversupplier with my son so im not really concerned about quantity it's just that beginning stage