🕷️33 DAYZ OF SR AFTER YEARS 🤦🏽♂️
LONG AHH STORY TIME, GET GOOGLE OR YOUR BOT COMPUTER BIH TO READ IT FOR YA👽
9:09 rn I fw my angel numbers lmao
Man. Started this first ever in 2020ish going into 2021 and I was 14 going on 15 then. (20 now boutta b 21 soon). On the journey for bout little over half a year. Lost tonz on weight, 260 then dropping down to 170 in about 4-5 months and I was young so that fat ahh shxt I had on my body went away quick. Only reason why it was so easy for me was because I ain’t get no experience with a female around that age, even when I lost all that weight I felt ugly ash in the inside, n going back to school still “depressed” a little, had a lot of shxt going on. And in general I feel like I ain’t do enough for myself when it came to loosing weight etc etc etc. coo. 2022 I attracted a female I wanted LITERALLY Manifested I ain’t gone explain cuz it can b long but just know a little after a year w this girl i wanted to have a child, so such choices are made, have a beautiful healthy child. Coo. Me and this girl has out ups and downs, I still tried practicing it while with her but it wouldn’t be longer then 7 days. And my discipline is thru the roof when not releasing, but I would just retain out of anger cuz we had our downs but when shit get good again , think yk the rest. But anyway real recently like this year she did the most pathetic thing she could do to herself n cheat on me and talk to bih made ahh 🥷🏽 ‘s at her job. So obviously I left too and took my child (DAUGHTER) with me cuz I ain’t raising no H03 fasho. But it’s been 33 dayz today marks my streak and this shit is tuff for sure. I knew It was easier back then when I was young cuz I was a virgin but now I know what 🐱 feelz like fr a peice of that is in my brain at timez and ofc it’s all test, I know I can get some at anytime but I love my “godlike moralz, attention” etc etc 😂💀 “jkjk🙄” but besides that though fr I know i really need to do this for myself and not get distracted by the bullshit I know how the game HAS to be played if you’re on SR. I’m getting more buff exceeding reps, just on my 💩 fr.
But this time it’s lowkey a new experience now that I’m older. People from 2022 that I ain’t seen since then coming back into my like, yk old school homiez fr, if you reading this for research just know, YOUR MASCULINITY WILL BE TESTED. This shxt is not peaches and cream. So one of the homies I ain’t see since then pulled up on me, we drinkin whatever just for the nite, this 🥷🏾 want to work out, ok coo. Now he pulled up round 11pm I been workin out all day damn near. Just know I was hitting this little pathetic 30lbs bar weight we got did 400 shoulder presses 200 curls 100 pushups at least, just on my chill shit fr nothing krazy g. This 🥷🏾 pull up giving me workouts with the weight I got or wtv. He talm bout let’s hit 21 rep back to back, basically to 1 variation of a different workout each 7 reps, ngl I laughed but twin I was lowkey getting pissed, cuz it was this that he was trying “test” me with ? I stopped doing it at some point n sparked my cig lol this 🥷🏾 just got me doing pathetic ahh shxt now n I ain’t for it, and when u on SR you sense that shit like somebody tryna poke yo buttons but it’s their energy and not even what they say, yk? Just now Im damn near yellin at this dude at some point cuz he saying a bunch of stupid shit. Now I put this on my life he was in the marine ns and asked me why I’m not in the military, n look no shit this is the second mf that was in that space asking me why I’m not in the US military. My answer is obviously F the US especially rn, nah. But it’s just funny to me too because he bring his female over and I can tell she loyal and respectful fasho and I can respect that but I could tell if she was around a little longer me and ol dude would probably have an issue, just the classic shxt goin on yk, her takin long ahh looks at me ns, laughing cuz I told the homie( her dude) told this 🥷🏾 to stfu cuz he thought he had dominance in the room at some point. Honestly I probably wouldn’t even call it that completely. Just know dude was talking to the “room” but staring straight at his girl, I tap my brother that was right next to me to ask him question bout some small 💩, homie felt disrespected clearly saying, “HeY wHaT r We TaLkiNg aBt I wAnT tO kNoW”, yelling that pretty aggressively, I just told this 🥷🏾 “why are you hooting and hollering ns this ain’t got nothing to do with you I’m talking to blood rn”, his girl put her head down sittin there laughing ns 😂 then he tried to make it seem like a joke even tho he came off talking krazy LMAOO. This the typa shxt that happened tho females smell that 💩 if you on it fs and males too.
Just writing this so I don’t get stupid mind wasting thoughts bout FxKKIN The shxt outta some divine females guts on my day off on thiz beautiful spring of a Mondae Rising ☀️ only 10Am rn gotta get some shxt off my chest if y’all want to hear more lmk I can share more experiences her on this sub