Im miserable lads
well lads the heading says it all. I'm married 12 years and I'm miserable. I'm embarrassed to say she does hit me but I cant go anywhere as ibe no family. she dosent either. we cant go anywhere because we have twin autistic boys and she would not b able for them. she already has lost custody to one child different father. I think she seeing somebody else an ex because she has no friends family to go. hide's her phone has hit me with phone stood on my face. I no I'm a coward but iv nowhere to go. I was homeless too before this. we have co house but I have to go everywhere and do everything everyday she does nothing because nobody around here likes her. Iv seen stuff up here about her no one likes her I feeling fucking fucked lads. the autistic kids and the younger lad are hard work and Im fucking sick of them all. I'm fucking tired of been quiet !!!! please don't judge but if you are just scroll by. I'm already embarrassed. my wife has 2 older daughters from 2 other fathers and they all have full custody with their fathers. she don't talk too them kids now and when she gets angry I get it. l was fucking warned about her years ago should have listened but we got pregnant fast with twins then next lad year later
thanks lads no judgement please.