My blood is boiling, I want to cry
I’m sitting here with my blood boiling and I honestly feel like crying from the sheer frustration. I have come a long way in my spiritual journey, and I know exactly what this cult is. I know the "bad" they’ve done—some of it directly to me.
They are taking over Phoenix. They are everywhere libraries, campuses, and they are literally blocking the right-of-way and disability ramps with those damn carts. I went down there today with my spirit telling me to confront them, to expose the lie, and to demand they get out of the way of the public. I did but I was too nice.. HELP!! i AM TOO NICE OF AN APOSTATE, HELP. I fucking hate myself for it I fucking hate them. I was trying to be the bigger person and have good vibe.
I did tell them that I any of them are doubting, this is a good time to do research. I should have made a scene. I should have stood my ground and held them accountable for the deception and the physical space they are stealing from this city.
I don't want to be "cool and collected" anymore—I want them out of my city and I want them to know that I see right through the mask.
Has anyone else felt this rage? How do you handle the regret of being "too nice" to this fucking cult
I will be writing reports, I fucking hate them at the end of the day I have a construction major and there is not enough room for someone with dissability to maneuver