
u/Organic-Rabbit6160

I can't get this out of my mind
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A couple of days ago, i ran into my crush, and we ended up waiting in the same office for a while, and his friend was there too. While we were waiting, an employee came in and once she knew my name she asked me two questions, the first was a question that always makes me defensive, so my expression wasn't the best,
And for the second one, i ended up answering in despair? It felt painful to say it out loud but from the outside probably sounded like i was being sarcastic, in my head, i felt that i sounded arrogant, and what confirms this is my crush's friend expression which basically said what a cocky girl.
My cruch was looking everywhere but at me the whole time but I'm sure be heared what i said and the tone i used, i feel terrible.
Like, he is the cutest person I've seen recently, and i swear I'm normally very kind to people, but this woman just happened to ask something I wasn't mentally ready to say out loud, and i came across as rude, i hate it, keep wondering what she thinks now, and what my crush thought of that moment.
I usually tape any flowers I’ve pressed into a notebook, along with the date I picked them. However, I’ve had all these flowers in my pocket notebook for the past month and i can't organize them like i usually do. I also think some of them turned out so thin and frail that taping isn't suitable. What cute things can i do with them now that they are pressed?