I M COOKED AS A TRANSFER STUDENT
Hey every1 i hope u all re fine ♡
(It took me toooo much courage to open up yet here i am)
I took my Baccalaureate last year Bac2025 in morocco ( economics ) i got 19.08/20 in the National exam itself with an overall 4.0 gpa nd all my high school transscripts are +18/20, i got the incredible opportunity TechGirls 24'bd since then i had been dreaming about studying in the USA, yet i didn t apply to any cauz i didn t had the money to pass the SAT nd travel to the exam location, I couldn t pay the fees for application nd even the fees to translate administrative papers ( my dad is a cleaner my mom is unemployed) i was a minor back th' i couldn't work somewhere ( just to put u in context <:) .. However i did as my family told me i applied to a "prestigious" uni in Morocco nd got accepted nd now i m just back home for summer break after my freshman year .. now i ve saved some money ( from my merit scholarship) nd i can take nd pay the SAT ( I LL WORK AS WELL IN A CALL CENTER) .. i felt the urge to apply at least thinking i ll just act like this was a gap year nd that s it .. yet reading ABOUT THE DAMN TRANSFER THING FELT LIKE DRINKING FROM A FIRE HOUSE IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ( trynna hold my tears y'all ) becauz i want ivy unis nd i have less chance .. especially that my freshman grade will not be that " PERFECT" even if The grades gonna be released soon ( idk my grade yet but ik it s bad ) i got really depressed this school year nd i felt like M A WAISTED POTENTIAL.. I GOT THE HIGHEST GRADE IN THE ENTIRE REGION YET HERE I AM ... besides studies i have a black belt in karate (: soo that uk im not studying 15hrs a day ... I GENUINELY DON T KNOW WHAT TO DO SHOULD I APPLY FOR FULL 2027 ANYWAY OR I LL JUST LOSE THE VERY NEEDED AMOUNT OF MONEY ( ND TIME CAUZ IF SOO I LL STUDY DAY ND NIGHT LIKE A DOG FOR THE SAT) .. or should i give up for now nd wait until master as my dad say ( EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT HURTS) .. is there ANYWHERE else ANYTHING ELSE i can do ..
I REALLY NEED UR HELP GUYS .