Feeling broken.. share some pics?
TW: I’m dealing with a lot of heavy emotions attached to .. abandonment issues & SA… considering reaching out to be tested or screened for things like BPD because i’m in physical pain from anxiety and upset that i may not see a few people when i visit home that i deem to be safe.
i forgot my girls at home today.. and there’s a little girl i want on reborns.com but I just don’t have the funds yet. i’m grieving the inability to get this beautiful dark hair rooted baby while panicking about a trip that’s supposed to be relaxing that is giving me anxiety.
can you all just post some pictures of your babies for me and some kind words so i can hold onto it for the day. I wish i would have brought the things that help, but i didn’t know this would happen. if i could afford $525 right now, Id prance on that doll so fast.