I'm done
I don't feel like there's anyone I can talk to so I'm just gonna put this out on Reddit to get it off my chest. I'm a middle-aged man with mounting credit card debt, in a sexless marriage with two kids in college that seemed to only reach out to me when they need money or they have a problem. I feel like taking my life on a daily basis. I'm currently laying in a hotel room traveling for work and the only people that are reaching out to me is because they want something from me. No one cares how my day is going. no one cares that i've had long days of travel. No one cares if I come home. I sometimes wonder if I just got in an accident. Or maybe just something so I just don't wake up in a hotel room that I would be less of a burden. I don't know what to do. I just feel if I end it that I would be a piece and then shortly after maybe a day or two of grieving that my family would move on. Especially once they got an insurance check. This might be my last post of any sort. I'm such a failure.