please help kardo yar🙏🏻
this was my first drop ik i wasted most of it... i have done bio but confidence ni ara... mujhe bas theek thaak marks chaiye 380-420 ke beech... chem mein kya karu ki 70-90 tak ajaye?? phy mein only modern phy and semiconductors krungi.. mujhe bohot anxiety hone lag gayi hai.. mere haath pair kaampne lagre hain... i am having all signs of stress.. hairfall bohot ho rhi.. prhne baith rahi toh rona aara aur phir time waste ho rha hai.. time waste hora hai toh aur anxiety hori hai.. it's like a cycle.. idk 20 din mein kya karu kaise karu pls koi tips dedo... how do i control my anxiety??.. july tak toh sahi se prha tha phir jaundice ho gaya tha.. 20 days bed rest kaha tha isliye backlog ho gye the bohot saare.. tab se bas plans banati hun ki backlogs kaise cover karna hai lekin execute ni ho pata and now just 20 days are left... i never wanted to give NEET or do MBBS but my parents gaslighted me and somehow i was convinced to take a drop.. unko lagra hai ki meri preparation bohot achi jaa rahi hai... and i am studying but i am so tensed.. ki bas aasu aare hain.. my parents aren't that strict lekin phir bhi marks toh laane pdenge warna kya bolungi unko.. i don't wanna disappoint them... pls help what shd i do???
i had posted yesterday about pulling an all nighter so here's the update as well : i had studied till 2:30 am... microbes in human welfare, human health and diseases, ecosystem bas revise kia tha.. uske baad neend aane lag gayi thi phir sone ke liye gayi toh guilt hone laga and stress hone laga phir i started crying aur rote rote khud hi so gyi.. woke up at 8 am and uske baad bio hi revise kri aaj