How do I regain my rating?
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Its been almost 2 years since I started playing chess. It took my around 6 months to cross 1000 and then I took a break from it and then I started playing chess again after few months and I studied a lot of theory and tactics and I actually improved pretty quickly. I was always fascinated by the history of chess and all that stuff. My current rapid rating is 1800 but you see this photo of a blitz game after I played a match after a few weeks of leaving chess again. Its fucked up. I can't see patterns the way I used to before. This really makes me quite sad. I doubt that the reason behind all this is that I started playing bullet and ultrabullet for some time and got addicted to it. It destroyed my intuition. I seek advice from how to recover from this state to my actual potential.