u/Ok-Student-4745

I don't feel any emotions in my everyday day-to-day life unless something BIG happens. Like I've heard people feel emotions in their body. Like anger, anxiety, happiness. I don't feel anything any day, anytime. It's all neutral.

The last time I remember when I laughed was probably was 10+ years ago when I was under medication at the hospital (I had some viral infection). All the laughs that I laugh now are just me acting. You could show me the funniest stuff and the maximum I'll do is probably a non-teeth smile.

The last time I FELT an emotion in my body, probably in my midsection area, was when I was pulled over by a cop for the first time in my life 3+ years ago.

I don't know what emotion it is but when I see an animal or human getting hurt, like a video of a dog or deer getting hurt, or those gym video where they show the bone breaking and you can see the break outside the skin, I do the revulsion response (google please) thing, and feel bad for the subject, and a strong desire to be able to help them and get them out of that situation.

Is this a common thing, is something wrong with me? I don't know if I have the emotions inside of me and I'm just suppressing them. OR I just don't have the emotions.

Hello All,

M28, I did my bachelors in Business Administration, then I decided to switch and follow the trend and get into tech and did a 2 year certificate course on software development. Was pretty good at it but couldn't get hired anywhere cause I had no internships or any self made projects to show for my portfolio. Needed money so got a truck driving license and started working as a driver. My financial condition is somewhat stable now and I want to transition into a white collar position. Based on my background, what options do I have?? I'm willing to take any additional online courses or some certificate I can study to get hired? I know the tech/IT industry is pretty bad right now, but willing to give it a try and put in the efforts. Appreciate the Help.

Hello All,

M28, I did my bachelors in Business Administration, then I decided to switch and follow the trend and get into tech and did a 2 year certificate course on software development. Was pretty good at it but couldn't get hired anywhere cause I had no internships or any self made projects to show for my portfolio. Needed money so got a truck driving license and started working as a driver. My financial condition is somewhat stable now and I want to transition into a white collar position. Based on my background, what options do I have?? I'm willing to take any additional online courses or some certificate I can study to get hired? I know the tech/IT industry is pretty bad right now, but willing to give it a try and put in the efforts. Appreciate the Help.

Hello All,

M28, I did my bachelors in Business Administration, then I decided to switch and follow the trend and get into tech and did a 2 year certificate course on software development. Was pretty good at it but couldn't get hired anywhere cause I had no internships or any self made projects to show for my portfolio. Needed money so got a truck driving license and started working as a driver. My financial condition is somewhat stable now and I want to transition into a white collar position. Based on my background, what options do I have?? I'm willing to take any additional online courses or some certificate I can study to get hired? I know the tech/IT industry is pretty bad right now, but willing to give it a try and put in the efforts. Appreciate the Help.