u/Ok-Pineapple-4263

I am a 19M.I was a good student till 10th grade when I lost my left eye vision due to Eales disease and retinal scarring and knowing that there is a 90% chance of it occurring in my right eye. It ended up making me overall anxious. I have been taking psychiatric medication and it has been a help overall but when my exams are near I can’t study considering the fact I was able to study for 12 hours a day consistently because I love to study but I can’t fuck up my grades. I am just unable to study because there is an immense fear within me which I am not able to recognise and it’s just there. I particularly don’t have much to do and I am not tired but I still can’t study because I am feeling anxious and afraid without any reason

Like completely gone. So will they grow back and they would be the same as usual after some time?

I love physics but I can’t seem to understand it completely. I always feel like Im not fully understanding it and I might be imagining fields wrongly but even after revising and spaced repetition.I keep on struggling with formulas and understanding and I am starting to feel stupid.I don’t know what to do or how to learn physics its not memorisation

I love physics but I can’t seem to understand it completely. I always feel like Im not fully understanding it and I might be imagining fields wrongly but even after revising and spaced repetition.I keep on struggling with formulas and understanding and I am starting to feel stupid.I don’t know what to do or how to learn physics its not memorisation