lilith reaching out?
Apologies if this has been asked before. I currently work with Belenus/Artio, but I grew up in a predominantly Jewish household on my mothers side which I had/have severe religious trauma from (I am no longer part of that and I moved away from said family). I was demonised for my beliefs in being LGBTQ+ inclusive along with questioning of the God my Jewish family prayed too and that wanting material things (as a child mind you) and emotional support was being “too much” and that I was selfish for asking. I have always felt a connection to moons and snakes (I have a moon tattoo and was born in the year of the snake). I previously owned a singular of Lilith pendant when I unfortunately think I lost when I moved.
I had a dream about who I believe was Lilith come to me last night. In the dream there were two other girls/women who had me close my eyes and concentrate on focusing and I then opened my eyes and saw a peaceful field of purple and blue flowers and grassy plains. Later on I was surrounded by different beauty products on a shelf that seemed overwhelmingly tall and gigantic compared to me. I was trying to only choose two and this woman came to me and told me that others who were ugly inside’s choices did not matter to me and I should choose what I want and not worry about how much or how little. Does anyone have any insight/idea of if she is actually reaching out to me? I practice the craft so I believe that Lilith did appear to me given I very clearly remember her using that name for herself, but this has also been one of the very few times any deities have spoken to me directly or appear in my dreams. I also don’t want it to come off as any and all dreams automatically mean that a deity HAS to be involved, but this is very on the nose for me 😅😅
I also for context am a SA survivor. I’m also 25 and an adult woman, and also have always been very spiritually sensitive and had lots of supernatural experiences growing up.