u/Ok-Neighborhood-9513

sorry to say that but it's worse and very very worse my leg now feel like it's a rock especially inin the area with joint sound and joint sound for the limbs which I told you that it seem to be atrophy and it's make sense when muscle has atrophy the muscles that support joint become weaker which make more overload on the joint which make that sound

Fasciculation even in my tongue especially in the left side and even in my jaw

And I posted an picture that show my hypothenar in my right hand when I hold something it show a dent (this wasn't there before) and now the hypothenar in the left one show a dent when I hold something and of course this is new

Well in 9/9/2025 I did the EMG on my gastrocnemius because I saw my right calf became more smaller than my left one which was obvious the EMG was clean only fasciculation until now I can stand on my legs and my fingers up and walk (against foot drop) but I swear to God that the walk is a hell for me I have to be focused when I walk because I feel like my right leg will fall

At this point my doesn't matter at all (19)

The life for me became darker even from few days I realised that I became eating very less food I just have to be strong in front of my family to not make them worry and go to university like it's a normal thing for me while I am just dying inside and outside I started to think that what I did in my life to deserve that I am crying every day in the night alone with no body to tell me that you will be okay I am taking a lot of depression drugs but it became less effective.​

يا جماعة أنا عندي ١٩ سنة تمام ولا مرة في حياتي كلمت بنت ولا اتخيل كده أصلا تمام لما دخلت الكلية لقيت الموضوع عادي و علني كمان وبسهولة جدا إلا من رحم ربي والمصيبة بما إني في كلية خاصة بالموضوع كتير جدا و بأمانة اللبس سئ جدا واللي مخليني مذهول إن الزنا كتير في الكلية ودا رعبني جدا أنا خايف جدا والله أنا بمشى وأنا في حالى مش بحتك في أي حد ولا بنت بحاول أنتظم في الصلاة عشان ربنا يقيني من كده بس ​التعرض لدا كل يوم حاجة مرهقة جدا والله أنا مش عارف أعمل ايه