u/Ok-Conversation38

I woke up and in the middle of the night and layed in bed for a minute, but when I got up I suddenly felt like something wasn't right. I immediately nearly fell over, my mind kept feeling hazy, and it felt like I was still in a dream or something. I couldn't even feel my heartbeat that using starts pounding when I'm worried. Is something wrong? I've been having sleep issues lately and I've had anxiety issues for over a year.

It's been over six months since we talked and we stopped talking because both our parents didn't like that we were friends. It's been a while since we said anything to each other, but they were the first friend I had in years. I understand that because our friendship was online that it maybe wasn't that deep, but I feel that some of the things they said were genuine. I feel like deep down things would've been okay and that if my parents trusted me, I could make things okay. But it's been a while and I've been missing them lately. I've tried making new friends or reaching out to old ones, but the feeling isn't the same or the conversation falls apart easily because I'm not motivated to respond to their texts for some reason.