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The thing that pisses me off the most is that this parasitic noise is created by your own brain for no fucking reason. Why the fuck does your brain need to create a fucking obnoxious noise to compensate for the lost input?? What fucking purpose does it serve in our evolution? It’s like your brain is begging you to shot it down for good. It’s been two months since I got this parasite and I haven’t been able to sleep a single night for more than 7 hours. How dumb should your brain be not to understand this fucking noise serves no purpose and drains your energy everyday. I’m almost done with this shit. If my brain wants me dead so bad then so be it. I’ll give it what it wants.

I don’t buy the bs lie that there’s no cure. It toke less than a year to develop a vaccine for Covid. It didn’t take fucking 10 years to get approved by the FDA. Why the fuck is the Susan shore device taking so long to get approved? Why the fuck isn’t CIL001 allowed to be sold to treat synaptopathy which is the leading cause of tinnitus? THERE IS A FUCKING CURE! THEY JUST DON’T FUCKING LET US USE IT. You know why? Because then they won’t be able to sell us hearing aids or make us pay thousands of dollars for useless sound therapy and habituation treatments. And why the fuck isn’t tinnitus eligible for euthanasia? Why should a 20 year old live with a debilitating dog whistle sound blasting his head and suffer for the next 60-70 years of his life??? If there’s no cure then fucking let us die in peace. They fucking like to see us suffer!

Why is there not enough advertisement about this debilitating condition? Why don’t teachers teach us about the dangers of listening to music or movies on high volume? Why isn’t it mandatory for people to wear earplugs in concerts despite more than 50% chance of getting permanent tinnitus?? Why the fuck don’t doctors tell us about the risk of antibiotics and antidepressants? Why the fuck doesn’t the education system teach us more about this shit instead of teaching us garbage nonsense in schools??? I SWEAR TO GOD more than half of the population don’t even know that such a disgusting condition is even possible and they just think loud noises cause hearing loss and that’s it. Literally 80% of people I know didn’t know tinnitus even existed and were shocked to learn I had it. I’m sure many of you also didn’t know such a thing existed before you got it. FUCK THIS SHIT MAN. it’s bad enough that there’s no cure but there’s no excuse for the fact that they don’t raise awareness! So many cases could have been avoided if only had they teached us at school!