I do a past life regression and now I’m very confused
I did a past life regression yesterday and didn’t see a lot of detail but did see fragments. I was in what I think was 1940- maybe 1960s USA based on the style of house I was in and what I was wearing. The house was very tidy but had a cold feeling about it. I think I had a husband, there was a man there but I could not clearly see him but I felt afraid of him. I don’t think we had kids there was no sign of that. I felt young maybe mid 20s - early 30s. In the regression the house was later on fire, it felt like maybe I set the fire but I’m not entirely sure. I didn’t fear the fire I felt almost triumph from it. I was then on the street in front of the house and could see a black official looking car, then suddenly I was in a white room. The white room wasn’t scary there was no one else there and it felt peaceful, I’m not sure if this was a hospital or if it was an afterlife type thing.
In this current life I have always been a bit scared of fire, not a full phobia but a certain wariness around it. I have also had a history of going for toxic men, partly because it felt safe in a strange way. As a child I always felt like I wanted to move to America, I am unsure if that is linked. I have always rejected the traditional idea of marriage and kids, and have always felt in this life that I couldn’t see myself getting past early 30s. I’m wondering if I only had one previous life and never got past that age then so have nothing to base the feeling of getting old off.
Not really sure if I have a question to ask, but if anyone has any insight I would really appreciate it