Yesterday i told my girlfriend i want to re-wait till marriage and she was completely okay with it, she actually said it was a great idea and i was right because i dont want to lead her into sin and want our relationship to be God centered, we will be starting to pray together and read our bible together, so basically for the past 4 monts we didnt really make God our priority and i feel like ive been called to tell her to re wait again for marriage ( also to set boundries like no touching below waist and no making out, only kisses that lead no further and cuddles) cuz we have fallen into that sin before and i was also thinking about doing more Godly things and to honor God, now
For the tricky part, today a day after that conversation ( cuz we are long distance ) i saw a reel on instagram about how a girl before she was married was called by God to break up with her boyfriend because they were going from kissing to making out to looking eachother lustfully and the thoughts ive been getting are crazy about how i should break up with her to be like that hirl in the video and to not come to that stage of lustfull looking,
I never looked at her with lust before our premarital sex and i dont want to look at her lustfully i fell in love with her cuz of her personality and cuz shes a good person and loves God, before i even saw how she looked like i knew she was the one for me,
What do you guys think is it satan attacking me or Gos telling me the same thing he was telling that girl in the instagram video