Hey guys. Day 13 here, and I’m just mentally suicidal at the moment. I don’t really care about smoking but the constant nausea after waking up and having to endure it for 2-4 hours is just painful and draining. I just need advice and a million of them to read. Please help me. I don’t think I’m gonna last very soon. I’m already on the lower end of the weight and this constant weight loss it might kill me
So I definitely know that I’m under the recovery phase of CHS. Morning nauseas are there and I need multiple hot showers to kinda die it down. I’ve been having yogurt, apple juice, orange juice, oatmeal, and fruits to get by the past 8 days. It’s almost 2 weeks of sobriety for me and I was wondering if I could start eating noodles. It’s been 6 days since I have vomitted but the symptoms are what keep me at home. I’m Korean and I do love my kimchi and ramen and I want to try to have it so bad today. I think my mental health has definitely deteriorated the past 5 days and my weight decreased by 15 pounds. I know people tell me it gets better, but these constant nausea and constant stays at home make me mentally frustrated. Any advice helps I’m just ranting… Also chs is fucking real. I went to the er and stayed there for 5 days. I went through hell and back and I’m still in hell with these symptoms. It’s affected my work, life, and just everything. I’m super sorry to my parents for the bipolar disorder I’ve had with this symptoms. I was a real dick to everyone treating them like my servants when I needed something. The pain is just unbearable for me to act like that. So just give up weed while you can.