u/NoGoose3028

Image 1 — Kinfirm (plus a kinsider)
Image 2 — Kinfirm (plus a kinsider)

Kinfirm (plus a kinsider)

I shifted as Eclipse yesterday so he's an immediate kinfirm and now I'm kinsidering Ruin pretty heavily so we'll see what happens. Both are from the Sun and Moon Show, though Eclipse is also in the Eclipse and Puppet Show.

Art made by the thumbnail artists!

u/NoGoose3028 — 4 hours ago

Dreaming as my Kins

Three nights in a row I've had dreams where I was my kins, Shino/Cal. It wasn't memory related, I think. I mean, if it was it was really abstract about it. But I think it's interesting that now I'm getting dreams as my kins. In the past I've had dreams where I was Error before, but I think this is the first time I've dreamt of myself as Cal or Shino (or flipping between them throughout a dream). It's cool though, felt nice to be them for once.

I remember in part of one dream I was Shino playing some weird high stakes soccer against antagonists, and the ball and the net were neon for no particular reason. More happened but that moment felt more isolated and gives you an idea of what I mean when I say my dreams can be abstract sometimes.

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u/NoGoose3028 — 21 hours ago

Kinfirms (I did some thinking)

I wanted to get some people out of kinsider hell and the result was like 4 kinfirms. Unfortunately my kinsider list is still pretty long but I started to feel crazy kinfirming so many people at once so I stopped.

- Chiaki Nanami from Danganronpa

- Bingo Heeler from Bluey

- Tsuyu Asui from My Hero Academia

- Nagito Komaeda from Danganronpa (he's also the only one I was annoyed about kinfirming. Mixed feelings on him)

u/NoGoose3028 — 2 days ago

Memories!

I went on a walk the other day and was in a strong Shino shift so I got some memories! All the memories took place in between MHO and the sequel MHE.

I remembered that I got a dog and named him Bingo, which was actually a random nickname Ana gave me to be my alias. I guess I felt nostalgic about it and named my dog Bingo. I remember taking my dog with me on walks all the time and it was nice to go with something instead of walking alone every time.

I lived in an apartment and I think David lived in the same building. He went to Monarch with me but was forced to dropout halfway through freshmen year. He really wanted to become a hero but wasn't able to prove to his dad that it was worth it. But we got to meet again after graduation when I moved in near him. He started dragging me with him to the gym all the time. It was nice.

u/NoGoose3028 — 2 days ago

She's Kinfirmed 🩶

I kinfirmed the Till/Sua clone kid from Alien Stage.

I'm calling her Silvia, with nicknames being Sil and Silvie. Everyone calls her by one of the nicknames. She is quiet, observant, calm, kind, and shy. She likes to read and likes to sing. That's all I really know rn.

She got along well with the other kids, they're all like her family. Till is her dad (literally and because he adopted them all).

u/NoGoose3028 — 4 days ago

Shino is being promoted to an ID

I wanted to wait a bit until I wasn't just shifted as him because I watched his source and it's been a few days now and so I think it's true. Shino is an ID. Now I have three: Error 👾, Cal ⏳️, and Shino 💡

I made the art this time :)

u/NoGoose3028 — 4 days ago

Crackers Memes 🦜

I drew a couple memes for Crackers, feel free to use them and add your own text!

u/NoGoose3028 — 5 days ago

Kin Sign Offs

I just edited my flair to match what I already have in Pronouns.cc so now the emojis are consistent.

Like for Error, I got rid of the gaming controller emoji because it didn't really fit and I got rid of the blue heart for Cal because the hourglass is clear enough on its own since he's my only time traveling kin.

The pictures here of my Pronouns.cc are slightly outdated, I've kinfirmed some people since then.

u/NoGoose3028 — 5 days ago

I've been struggling with kinsidering Chuuya because I've already kinfirmed Dazai and I can't tell if I feel like I am Chuuya or if Dazai is just always thinking about Chuuya and can read him so well he always knows how he'd react or what he'd think about things which is something I can still do. It makes it complicated.

I remember Soukoku for us being like an unspoken QPR, it wasn't romantic or sexual but we were in a committed relationship of some kind. We relied on each other a lot and didn't really trust anyone else like that. We saw each other at our worsts but stuck around anyway because what would we be without each other?

u/NoGoose3028 — 6 days ago
▲ 14 r/KinHideout+1 crossposts

IDK, but maybe??? She feels like me so probably...

She's the Till/Sua clone from Alien Stage.

u/NoGoose3028 — 6 days ago
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I figured out I'm a canon divergent Oboro...

So the AU is basically that after I died, I ended up being revived, it was very similar to Touya's revival (hense ny inclusion of that picture). IDK if I actually died or not. I was sort of made into Kurogiri, but it was like my regular self was too strong and I remembered myself enough to escape.

I also couldn't really keep the Kurogiri form, so I usually looked more like myself, but if I got overwhelmed I would get that mist again, like I was losing control over my own form. The nomu stuff still really messed with me, like my body struggled to hold its shape. I ended up hiding as a vigilante. IDK how long it was before I met Aizawa and Mic again. They thought I died.

I changed a lot personality wise. It actually reminds me of Deku's vigilante arc (that's why I included a picture of him, I was more like that whole vibe in both how I acted and how I looked/dressed). I was angry about what happened and lost a lot of trust. Nowhere felt safe. I was scared of being found, captured, and changed even more to the point I would lose myself completely.

That's pretty much all I remember, but yeah, that's a thing now...

u/NoGoose3028 — 7 days ago

Ages ago I made fanart for Origins, mainly FTO (Fairy Tale Origins) and some of it was funny so I thought I'd share it with you

I only kin the first character Brandon and David, who appears as a tiny angry head when Viper speaks to his son Plant.

u/NoGoose3028 — 9 days ago

I'm not sure how to casually dress as any of them... For context David (images 1 & 2) is an Ice Devil Slayer (so ice powers), Michael (image 3) is a Shadow god slayer, and Brandon (image 4) is a Sky Devil Slayer (wind/sky powers).

I grouped them together in this post because they're from the same world: Fairy Tail Origins. But they don't really wear things I can wear so I thought this sub could be helpful.

A side note on David: he's a gardener, he doesn't have plant powers or anything but adores his plants a lot and is very protective of his garden, and his adopted son is a plant creature so maybe that'll help with inspiration.

I'm not necessarily looking for stuff that is exact or perfect, but want to find things that match their vibes, if that makes any sense.

All art belongs to Laventium

u/NoGoose3028 — 9 days ago
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I did this recently, and it can be fun but also sorta healing in a way?

Like I have several kins under the Origins source, but there are different series in Origins with no relation other than the form the media takes and the people that work on it. Basically, this means that sometimes characters are similar between series, though they are entirely different people.

So I imagined Cal talking to David, both of them have a close friend played by the same actor, but Cal knew Davis, not David, and David knew Lucas, not Cal. But it was nice to imaging them talking to each other and gradually realizing "hey, you remind me of my friend" and finding some comfort in that despite knowing they can never actually see their friend again. It's too niche a source so if I ever met someone with the same source I'd be surprised.

It's cute to imagine Cal, and now Shino too, being sorta adopted by my several FTO kins (David, Brandon, and Michael, and mayyyyybe more), like they get to be honorary members of Divinus Magia. Michael himself is an honorary member, he was from FTO but wasn't in Divinus Magia, though his brother and closest friends were so he always had a place with them and even took over the guild when Brandon and Ritchie went missing. All that to say, I like to carry on the solid found family vibes that made Divinus Magia so special, that make me miss it so much. Cal and Shino would like it there too.

Beyond those characters, who are all from similar sources, it's fun to imagine some other conversations my kins would have with each other. Dazai and Kokichi are a devasting combo for anyone around them. Astrid and Mulan would majorly respect each other and have some great conversations. Lots of fun (and good old hurt/comfort) to be had in my daydreams lol

Art belongs to Laventium

u/NoGoose3028 — 9 days ago

Rewatching sources is weird because it feels like I'm watching someone reenact my life. Especially for my Origins kins, because they're all from Minecraft role plays so nothing looks quite right and sometimes the actors say something that you could say but you didn't say it. Especially with references that don't connect to the world or timeline. The events are right, the relationships are right, but it's like watching someone play pretend of it.

Almost like that episode in ATLA where they go watch a play about themselves. It feels like that, like I'm watching a play about my life. It's accurate, just not quite how it all happened or how I remember it. The details are a bit off without it actually affecting the events. Like we weren't actually in Minecraft, it looked real.

Has anyone else experienced this?

(I picked that picture because it shows Shino's Minecraft design, it's from the actual series (well, the sequel, My Hero Eternity) and I'm not sure who technically made it.)

u/NoGoose3028 — 12 days ago
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Sorry in advance, I yap WAY too much, I'm aware. But I love to write so... 🤷‍♀️

I have been rewatching Shino's source, and kinfirmed him. I was already pretty confident that would be the case but I wanted to refresh my memory first. But now I remember how stressed out I was.

Shino is from My Hero Origins, which is based on My Hero Academia, so it shares the world building but none of the characters or places. I remember a different top ten of heroes. I went to Monarch Academy, named after the number one pro hero Monarch, and we had a class 1A and 1B, but we weren't divided on doing better or worse in the entrance exam or anything, there were just two hero classes.

Before going to Monarch I was already a bit of a vigilante. I believed there were good heroes, but that far too many other heroes were in it for the wrong reasons, like fame or money, and didn't actually care about people. They wanted the big impressive cases and didn't care about some nobody getting mugged in an alleyway. So I would step in and use my quirk in the those situations to protect people. I'd avoid using my quirk if possible, but I still used it. I remember taking down gangs and getting into some danger in the process. So I learned a lot from experience before I even went to Monarch.

The only reason I joined Monarch Academy was to get my hero license so I could use my quirk legally and help out whenever I felt like it. I didn't care about being popular or making a big career out of it. I met someone who had similar thoughts named Kol. At first we got along great, Kol started a secret club of vigilantes and I was one of the first members, practically leading it at his side. I thought we could make a difference that way and help people while studying in school.

But things happened and Kol changed. Or maybe I just started to see cracks in his philosophy. He wanted everyone to have integrity, to be the person they say they are. He hated heroes who did shady things behind the scenes, but also had some respect for villains who at least told the world who they are. He was too loose on his morals.

During our Hero vs. Villain test with out classmates, Kol told his partner to break their opponents bones, and he did. Kol crushed the other person under a pile of rubble and the both of them were very injured from it. Kol didn't see the problem since according to him the only way to learn is to treat it like its real, like they were real villains with a real bomb and not classmates guarding a hunk of plastic. To an extent I could see where he was coming from. Several other fights could've ended up with the same level of injuries or worse but they got lucky while Kol's fight had consequences. But still, he would do the same thing again.

We would go out on patrol at night, but one time we ran into actual villains. Serial killers who no one had been able to catch for years. We managed to get away, but only barely. Really, we should've taken it as a sign to quit. But then not long after that I went out with Kol on patrol again, just us this time, and we found someone asking for help. One of our classmates, Davis, had been kidnapped so we went to rescue him only to get beat up horribly by the villain who took him. I was very lucky I wore my mask that day because my face would've been messed up otherwise. I was also lucky my quirk could at least help me set my bones because we couldn't tell anyone what happened. We broke curfew and weren't supposed to be out looking for trouble in the first place. The villain left us and we rescued our classmate. We agreed after that to stop going out on patrol.

I had hoped that would be enough but I didn't trust Kol all that much at that point so I asked a friend, Kiyo, to join the secret club so if I needed to leave I would have someone there to tell me what was happening. Then two members told us about how they tried to call out Wonderwall, or escaoe from him or something, by making illusions of explosions on a busy bridge. Then we saw the news that in the panic many people had died. There were no real explosions, but the chaos still killed people. And Kol said it was fine, that they could come back from it. So I left. The group should've just disbanded, but Kol thought it was fine.

Kiyo kept me informed, I kept in touch with Davis as he kept looking into his kidnapper and getting into trouble, and helped out a lot of other people with issues. I had myself at the center of so much conflict and tried to coordinate with people to make plans that could help stop bad things from happening.

After I left, Kiyo told me they'd all been approached by the villain that kidnapped Davis and were asked to help in a bank heist and take from a corrupt hero. Kol agreed, for some reason beyond me. The villain promised no one would be killed, but that didn't happen. Our teacher, Database, who'd been helping me out a lot with an old case I never had closure on, was killed in the conflict. And even that didn't make them disband.

I kept hearing about more and more happening and had to gather people from my class who might be able to help stop it. We ended up having to confront Kol in the middle of them trying to bomb a lab connected to the top heroes who were all corrupt. It was such a mess. And I hid all of this from a lot of people, from my roommates, my close friends, my teachers. I dealt with it alone. I had some people help me, but was so stressed about everything. I was always learning about some next terrible issue popping up. Davis told me he killed his kidnapper, Kiyo's villainous father visited him and made demands, Kol killed his own father, my friend David had to drop out, so much happened.

It just all hit me as I rewatched my source. All the tension I was constantly under, all the stress I was hiding. And through all of that I was the therapist friend, giving advice on a lot of these issues plus normal high-school stuff like crushes and dumb drama. I don't know how I kept it up, honestly.

TLDR: I, as Shino, kept getting wrapped up in issues and tried to solve everything by myself. I'd hide things from some people and get others to help me track problematic people. Very stressful, and I remembered it all rewatching my source.

Art credit: Laventium

u/NoGoose3028 — 12 days ago