JFK JR,CBK and MB
Honestly, I’ve been thinking about them for a while now, even though I probably have more important things to do—but oh well. We all know that John and Carolyn met before she met Michael. You could even say there was something more between them, but that’s questionable. It’s a bit hard to put all the pieces together since her friends don’t talk about her or what really happened—they respect her privacy.We don’t actually know why John and Carolyn broke up in 1992, if they were even together. She probably didn’t plan to fall in love with him. I believe she tried to follow her own motto with him too, but the heart wants what it wants. Unfortunately, she did fall for him. Their short relationship likely left her depressed, and then she met MB—I’ll just use initials, it’s easier.She probably wanted to turn him into the kind of man she envisioned, because from his book we can see she started changing his style of clothing and the way he spoke. Now, I don’t know if he was naive or just acting that way so it would seem like he didn’t know what was happening—that she used him and then just left him.Someone even mentioned the eyebrow incident in that misogynistic group—how CBK supposedly over-plucked MB’s eyebrows. It’s not like he wasn’t an adult; if he didn’t want that, he could have just said so, but okay.She may have tried to have something more with him, but she never really saw him as a boyfriend. His only attributes seem to be his looks—that he’s attractive. He doesn’t come across as someone with charisma, at least not from photos, whereas with JFK Jr., you can notice that even in pictures.
We also have that part about New Year’s and their trip, where she spent most of the time in the hotel room, in a bad mood—probably still thinking about John—and the way she would cry. As far as I remember, MB mentioned how she would just suddenly start crying, but she never wanted to tell him why.She probably thought she would never fall in love or care so deeply for someone, because I truly think she loved him very much. Considering everything she gave up, it would be unfair to say it was because of money. The issues she had with her father likely affected her even more, and she may have wondered why she had to fall in love with JFK Jr. of all people.I kind of mixed up the stories a bit in all of this, haha. I don’t think MB was naive. Did he like her at first? Probably. Did he like her even more when he heard where she worked? Also probably, since he didn’t really have much of a career—he even said herself that things only started getting better after he met her.I believe she helped him get the Calvin Klein campaign. Let’s be realistic—out of so many guys, the one who’s involved with someone close to the boss gets the job. Even though he tried in his book to suggest he got it through his own work… maybe in bed. Okay, that was a bit inappropriate, sorry.
He couldn’t handle the fact that she chose someone better than him and that she didn’t love him. His whole book feels like revenge—she can’t say anything, and he has tarnished her name. Now I’m wondering why he doesn’t talk about the book and why it keeps getting reprinted.I think MB is a liar.