Advice please
I am writing this to make a confession of what I have done and what I am feeling now and to seek advice and urgent help from you guys. Last year I was really addicted to masturbation that even I got to sexchat with boys of my age discussing about actress and even had bi chat. But after every discharge I got guilty and remained silent for 1-2 days. But it got started again. I was really a straight as an arrow person. But this fap made me to search for new pleasure which made me end to bi chat. And curious about it. It's been 4-5 months that I stopped everything. But the main and disturbing this is that, it is still haunting me. And it created a SO OCD in me. Making my mind to question me every single time that " am I bi or gay" but all of a sudden I try to say my self that I am straight. Which is Truly I am. a Straight. I Love a girl sincelerly and deelpy but its a one sided love till now. But Thinking of her is also making the Ocd worse to question me and Making my mind go mad. I am really disrurbed and Even Thinking to end everthing Once and for all😓.
please help me Guys.