u/Nights_Ink

I begged like I had always begged.

Like I begged for food in school,

I begged to be loved.

But when you beg,

You become valueless in other people’s eyes.

I pour out all my love,

Even when it aches to the core.

Won’t you love me back?

Won’t you?

Please?

Won’t..

You?

Just once…

It swirls in my head

And then in my stomach,

Everything that’s gone wrong.

The nausea gnawing at my heart,

Etching my bones with some form of ache.

Tears are silent,

Because even if someone were to hear them,

It wouldn’t make a difference.

It never will and it never has.

Too weak to live —

Too weak to die.

The inbetween a limbo,

Where suffering belies.

Dying for someone to understand,

What it’s like,

When you’re born with nothing —

Try your best

But it never goes to plan.