Coming to terms with living in two worlds?!
when i started having these dreams I always knew exactly what it was, a different realm that lies on a higher dimension. However, I guess I never believed myself enough because now that im in it every night, Its hard to believe its possible. Plus im incredibly scared of going through psychosis, So part of me didnt want to believe it because dimensional travel doesnt sound like something a ‘sane person’ would do. However I am trying my hardest to come to terms with it, as Ive been told my soul called me there i guess.This world has a lot holding me back, I want to innovate & change the world, and sadly in this world people often die for just that. so I believe my soul was called there to do the work I cannot do here, but at the same time this is actually crazy! ive believed in it for a long time now, but to live it is so surreal, to come to terms with living in two worlds is so weird.
Heres what made me realize tho; I scared the shit out of someone in my dream. I dont remember much, but i do remember someone chasing me out of the highschool, me running and jumping to get away from them quicker (I can super jump in my dreams, not fly , jump really far or high to get away from danger) and i jumped real high and far, didnt see where i was landing and i landed right infront of a group of teens and one of them looked up and was terrified, then started trying to jump on his own but then got more scared and confused because he was just doing little hops. I was in the middle of running away so i didnt interact with him, but then i started to second guess my jumps, and it made my jump real low for a second & i just remember telling myself ‘just because he cant do it doesnt mean you cant, youve always done this’ and continued on running and jumping. But i never forgot the scared look on his face like I was a supernatural creature. & It made me take a deep look in and meditate, because if this is a real realm , I have to be mindful & motivated to understand what my soul has called me for, and not just running and jumping round probably traumatizing citizens lol. Though im lucid in my mall world dreams I always choose to do dumb things because i didnt fully believe it was a real place, just a figment of my imagination. But now im coming to terms with it, and trying to learn from the realm , its just so shocking but i suppose i have a lot of work to do within myself.