I broke up with my ex on February, and by that time I was pregnant but I didn’t know, I even got my period or what I thought it was. At the beginning of march i bleed brown for like two days and after that it stopped. I thought I was stress and that’s why that happened but then a few days after I fainted so my friend convinced me on taking a pregnancy test so I took two, one was positive and one negative so I left it like that I really didn’t think I was pregnant because besides form that I didn’t have any symptom. At the beginning of April I started bleeding too much like never before and it was different so I called my cousin and told her everything. We went to Tijuana so I could get checked out, and yes I was pregnant and I lost it. When I got the results I thrown them away because I was scare my family would end up knowing, I didn’t even thought about telling my ex because it already happened so there was nothing else to do.
While all of this was going on I tried to contact him and at first I said hurtful stuff and then I basically begged him for an opportunity but he said no and that he moved on. We talked mid April and I wanted to tell him but it was over the phone and he was drunk. I was supposed to go to his city and I told him but he ignored me so I went home. All this time I have been debating about telling him. I don’t want his pity I just wanted his love but he obviously moved on. so my question is Should I tell him or just leave it like that? I don’t want anything from him. I’m not the same anymore. Just thinking about him makes wanna throw up, but my cousin keeps insisting me that is his right to know. What do I do?