u/New-Veterinarian810

I just wanted to vent. Well, lately I've been feeling kinda lost. I've been feeling scared of growing old on my own, but I'm also scared to be in a relationship. I know to myself that I'm still not fully healed and I don't want to be in a relationship nor do I want to entertain someone just because I feel lonely. Someone made me feel that way and I don't want to do it to other people. I'm trying my best but I still find myself craving for intimacy, for closeness, to be love and to love. (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) Is this normal. I'm still in a stage of moving on so... Yeah. I don't want to rush my healing process but damn it's painful. Can you give me some advice?